About me
I started painting quite late. I drew passionately with a pencil throughout my childhood and adolescence, but then a hectic life arrived, and with it the classic postponing of hobbies for later. For "Then, when there is time". The biggest mistake of my life, which I will unfortunately always sincerely regret. But as they say, there is also something good in all bad. I injured my knee and had to have surgery. The world suddenly stopped, and the question now? What about time? I had a clear answer!
I would probably be in vain to describe in words the explosion in my whole self that occurred with the first purchase of paints, canvases and media. And the comparison to "Explosion" seems like a very modest word :)
Suddenly, everything around me ceased to exist in the light in which I knew it. The whole world stopped, calmed down and fell silent. Everything that had interested me until then and what I had been working on, I deleted from the computer and from my life with a slight smile and calm certainty. The ground under my feet was suddenly solid as a rock, and I enjoyed browsing in my own thoughts from morning to night, which I learned to transform into emotions, and then painstakingly tried to put them into colors on the canvas.
I found myself!!! The eternal struggle to figure out what my path is and my meaning has finally stopped! :)
From the bottom of my heart, I would wish everyone to find themselves in something like this, and let themselves be carried away to places where time stops flowing in the usual way as we know it. We are sure that today's world would have changed a lot :)
I have no education in art.... but paradoxically that is where I see my strength. I chose acrylic for my work.
I dedicate myself to creating author portraits, which I love for their technical rigor, sense of detail, for that quiet time that draws you into places where there is only you, colors, brushes and eternity, which just quietly waits for you to combine everything into something meaningful.... and as a contrast, I am incredibly attracted to abstract painting, often with a touch of Wabi-sabi, which gives me the freedom to feel shapes even for what does not yet exist. Shapes that do not ask you what you see in them, just quietly resonate with you and fill you with a feeling that you will not find anywhere else.....
My dream is just to paint and be myself. Free, unjudged.... And if someone likes my paintings enough to buy them from me, it will be an incredible support for me that will allow me to continue living my dream and for which I will be infinitely grateful...
"Art is not a representation of what we see, but a proof of what we live inside"
Me and painting
Every brushstroke is my silent confession, a materialized emotion and a piece of freedom that I have won from the emptiness of the canvas.
I am happy to share with you my world, which has become my passion, and reliably restores my zest for life whenever I need it. It is something I can no longer live without. Painting has become a place for me where I am finally truly at home. Something that absorbs you and switches you to a state of weightlessness. It is difficult to switch back to reality from such a world :)
When I paint, I look deep inside myself, I search for new places within myself and I open up my own private dimensions and possibilities of new color shades, light tones and compositions in which it is up to me which direction, colors and techniques they will take, and whether they will stagnate or expand. I look for balance in colors that the world outside often lacks, and I am fascinated by the harmony that colors can conjure up in an abstract painting without a single explanation.
"For me, painting is a way to make silence visible and give color to feelings that have no name."
I put a piece of my silence into each painting so that it can speak to someone who needs to hear it. Each of my works is a silent conversation between who I was at the beginning of the first stroke and who I have become when I have finished the painting.
When you are doing something that is your essence, you lose track of time. It is a special kind of relaxation in which you are driven by only one thing.... To create something beautiful!
My dream is to create paintings that will remind you, as a silent companion, that it is okay to stop for a moment.
I will be very happy if you allow me to share this passion with you on an ongoing basis, and if you feel like embarking on this journey with me :)